115.

gonna be another sleepless nights again . screw your temper fuckhead omar,
i dun have the guts to ask for an apology now . as usual, i screwed things up .


get some good rest yea . i l o v e y o u .


i wanna be there for like, forever with you . please gimme this chance god.
i swear i'll treat her better then anyone else in this world .
i really pray for a day where we get to be together, hand in hand, walking down the aisle, getting married.
i dont know what overcame me . im too harsh with my words . god, please help me control my temper .
now shes upset . for the first time, she dint tell me shes gonna sleep .
i dowan this to carry on. i really dowan this to happen again .
someone please, help me . god if you're really fucking there, help me out please .
my life has been shit for the past few days .
i dowan this to have an effect on her .
i dont know if shes gonna read this . i dont know if she thinks im just writing it down out of, just writing this down .
i really mean what i've said .
i cnt imagine life without you . i really cnt . i've waiting long enough to have me in your heart. i dowanna wait another long time to get me back into your heart .
you're the only person whom i've loved this much and it is still growing deeper .
none has ever made me cry during late nights, thinking how much i need you .
you're someone i can never forget no matter how deep you're gonna hurt me which i believe you will never .
now i am scared if i will be the one hurting her instead .
she dreamt of me leaving her a lot of times . i hope that remains as dreams only .
i know my love is sincere . i know i would love no one but her .
the memories we had are what that kept me going .
i guess words are never enough to describe how much i love her .
i should show, not write it down . that would be better .
whatever it is, i wanna apologise for my harsh words . i guess its up to you if you wnna accept my apologies or not .
with sincerity, i love you, Jessica .

114.

i adore you dear,

21. banditoo :D

boo,


today was kinda fun.
lessons were normal till it was near the end of it.
had some fun with teachers/friends.
after school went to KFC and played there lol.
the wierd part is, i was holding the tray then i suddenly thought of school canteen where you have to like put the plate in the bins and i thought i was holding a plate so i accidentlly threw it in the bin lol..
got kinda bored there so i asked jiayu and ivan to act exactly like the KFC bandito lol.
failed so i and yenlin decided to do it(videos in yenlin's blog and remember tag if not she'll kill :D)

after that went to ahtong slack slack then went to fetch my sister t NPS with yenlin and ivan. walked home with ivan and my sister :D

20.ranghaha o.o

boo,

been 342398 years and 3 mths since i last posted.

anyway today was really special o.o
18 ppl(me ivan darren keith navin kavi daniel yussra shankar reeqe zafiq saravana yenlin yuki regina kaijun jiayu xinyi ) went to block 115B after school basically we played block catching hahah play play play till ppl complain so move on to next block.

played again till suddenly police come spoil the fun -.-
they say(i will complain to the principal abt this and make sure you guys will get detention since you guys after school dowan go home)

after that, went to CP played soccer while others slack lol then home :D

to those parents who thinks that your child doesnt feel the pain you feel, well fuck you coz i feel it.

19. noobstuffs

18. crap crap

boo,


ytd i dint post anything so imma post about yesterday..
my day started badly since i was dissed off by ALOT of things especially this shit i needa do for my school closure which is learning through the internet.
the thing is, we all needa go in this virtual workspace(somehow similar to MSN) to get our notes ETC.
but the fucking problem was, my form teacher has no brains. she mute us all and we cnt ask questions regarding our worksheets or fucksoever._.
nevermind abt that, finished on 2.20pm, went out ard 2.45pm to find clique at mac drivethru.
went to timezone after that since mh,keith and darren wanna play this shooting game o.o
i had nth to do so zafiq, shankar, yenlin, xinyi and i steal balls from one of the machines and started throwing at each other :D
then, everyone went to keith hse except me since i wanted to relax for awhile.
in the end, i fall asleep on my bed -.-


as for today,
i hope it turns out better then before :D

17. techno-logy

boo,

i just wasted 4 hrs 12 mins of my life
( and still counting...) doing school stuffs through the internet.
screw this shit T_T


anyway, this picture drawn by jessitard.
i told her she disgrace art and now,
its up to you guys. judge it wether she did or did not disgrace art O.O